As far as I can remember, this is the first time that I don't really feel excited to go on holiday. I've planning for this for months, but why am I feeling down just a day before the trip? Owh... I just don't feel excited anymore. Financially, we're good to go. What else? Probably me looking at something that I don't like? or was it me being the Queen of boredom? Was my life too simple or too complicated? I think it's too simple. Lucky for me I suppose. Seems like there's a hollow in by head at the moment. I've been 1 gassy mommy lately. I hope this vacay can fix all aches.....fingers cross!