Recently, I've received an offer I don't want to refuse; but I've got to let it go. Actually, this is the second time the same kind of opportunity came to me and I couldn't accept. The first was because of my..should I say stupidity or obedient? If I think about it now, it will be a complete stupidity for me to listen to someone and let go the opportunity. The opportunity was in front of me, I almost have it but then I let go... This time, it came again; but this time I'll have to think about many things. I now have a family of my own. Will I be able to manage my time? Segregate them equally? A time for myself doesn't really matters, as I am doing the job that I love, I will be satisfied enough. If I took this opportunity now, means I'll be doing 3 jobs at a time. Geeeezzz...hey, I'm turning into Vivienne. ehehehe Never thought I am capable to be like her. But, someone surely won't be happy if my choose to take the offer.
Life is very hard when I have to please other people. I don't wanna please them, but thinking back what they did for me. All their sacrifices for me. Huhhhhhhhh.... I hate it when I have to choose! I need to think thoroughly as I am responsible of my own action.......
Life is very hard when I have to please other people. I don't wanna please them, but thinking back what they did for me. All their sacrifices for me. Huhhhhhhhh.... I hate it when I have to choose! I need to think thoroughly as I am responsible of my own action.......
1 comment:
hehe.. i noe wat ur talking abt babe. i'm giving an opinion as a fren n i dont mind if u wont publish this comment publicly. my advice is, u shud take the chances lies in front of u. opportunity doesn't come twice to everyone. u r damn lucky to get it. come to think abt others, screw them all! dont let 'it' come between u & ur true passion. i'm just saying that sometimes something is worth fighting for. remember watever that person has done to u. be it good or bad. besides, u dont wanna spend another 5 yrs of ur life full of regrets for letting go. @ least in the nx 5 yrs u can smile proudly with no regrets and says 'been there, done that!'. if u were to regret later for doing tis, dont be! coz u noe u've tried it for once in ur life. a fren of mind once told me that, we shud be selfish in life. she also mention that nothing comes free in this world. kekeke.. everything has got a price to pay. think girl! dont worry abt ur family, no matter wat, they will always b there for u. like Kimora used to say,'husbands come n go, frens come n go, but my children stays with me til the end'.
being a gd wife is another thing in ur mind rite?! being a gd husband is also thinking of making the wifey happy isn't it. btw, a husband shud be very supportive unless that he is really a selfish brat! if he knows the fact that u've been waiting for that kinda opportunity and had let it go before for the very same reason, he shud @ least b supportive n c how far u can go.
talking abt respect?! i think u've lost it long2 time ago. 'it' will nvr get it back from u n remember wat i told u the other nite? always keep ur doubts.. coz i still can smell sumthing fishy around the corner :p (bau pasar ikan kali ah) hahaha
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