Wednesday, November 4, 2009

To love or to hate?

Imagine,there's a situation you felt so angry at someone. Ready to fire 'em up. But when the time comes to face them, all of the sudden you became mellow and the anger just go away.. Looking at them smiling when they see you, automatically makes you chill. Ever felt like that before? Lately it happens to me a lot these few days. Hmm... lemme look on the bright side of this; some part of equere changed, became much calmer and chilled compared to the little old fiery me. Should I be liking it or not? 1 thing I don't like about it is that I felt like I am start to losing myself. I love the way I was eventhough some people may hate me the way I am. (sounds like I am being self-centered little bastard eh?)

Another thing, I began to analize every action and speach before I actully perform them. It's just happens. Probably all these things are the things that affacted me from what had happened around me recently. Am I becaming cautious? I should be isn't it? All I know I am a little bit slow than I used to... still don't know my actually feelings on the things around me.................. layan ni ar dulu.. My all time fav.

Feelings
Nothing more than feelings
Trying to forget my
Feelings of hate
Imagine
Beating on your face
Trying to forget my
Feelings of hate

Feelings
For all my life, I'll feel it
I wish I'd never met you
You'll make me sick again

Feelings
Whoa, feelings
Whoa, feelings
Of hate on my mind

Feelings
Feelings like I never liked you
Feelings like I wanna kill you
Live in my heart

Feelings
Feelings like I wanna deck you
Feelings like I gotta get you
Out of my life

Feelings
Whoa, feelings
Whoa, feelings
Hate's in my eyes

Feelings
Whoa, feelings
Whoa, feelings
You're not very nice

Feelings
Whoa, feelings
Whoa, feelings
Hate's on my mind

Feelings
Whoa, feelings
Whoa, feelings
Get out of my life

Feelings
Whoa, feelings
Whoa, feelings
Get out of my life

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