All of a sudden I felt like something is missing. At 1 time I was walking on clouds, then another minute I'm gloomy and keeps on thinking of walking away - from everything around me. Have you ever feels like that? See, even me myself can't really figure and understand keeQa. How am I suppose to expect the people around me to understand. Whuttha complicated creature she is.
Someone just told me just now (I was half way writing this blog) "Babe, you're actually so stress out but you didn't realised and don't wanna talk about it; Only the ones who are closed to you can sense that while others only sees your bubbliness." Geez.. am I really? Seriously, I'm not really sure what's I've been thinking lately. Only that, I'm feeling so-outta-this-world and desperately need the beach, eventhough I've been swimming in the sea every week couldn't seems enough. Probably that's 1 of the sign my body's telling me that I need to "chillex". 1 thing for sure, I won't be complete if I don't have half of of my soul with me. I'll just pray that it'll come back to me. Then, I'll be complete. This is the very first time that I realise how much I need my other half with me. I am so lost rite now.
Now I know 1 of the true meaning of my happiness. How much it brings to me and make me satisfied. Then I realised; contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have. I feel blessed. Alhamdulillah.....
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