Monday, June 1, 2009

Purposely or unintentionally

Have you ever realize that sometimes, we might unintentionally hurt the people around us? Expecially those who cares? Human as we are, we all make mistakes. Therefore, I am still trying to ignore these feelings inside me. Because, the more I think about it, the more flaw I see. More heart-ache caused.
If I, hurts people's feelings without me knowing; I would prefer those whose hurts to tell me right in my face. Those around me - who knew me better, they would know that I can take any craps. Be it good or bad. In fact I always need those -ve feedbacks to improve myself. Now that I am hurt, I don't know if I can tell her about my feelings. Perhaps I don't really understand my good friend. I'm afraid that if I tell her the truth, she'll feel offended and dispute arise. So far, I'm enjoying her company. As I grew older, I appreciate every single friendship I have. I just can't afford to lose this one.
I hope, this thing some how gets outta my head. I know that she didn't even know she hurts me. hmmm.... Thank God I'm going for a holiday this weekend.. yippie!!

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