Do you ever feel like you hate someone so much until you can’t even look at their bloody face? And not only that, you’ve been telling them how much you hate them but still, they act as if you’ve said nothing.
Let me just call this kinda people “IT” for I just don’t know if they even have some pride in them. I’ve been telling it gazillion times how much I hate it and I just wish I wouldn’t meet it in the first place! All the things done with it I’m regretting my whole life! The problem I am having now is that It doesn’t even bother what I am saying. Doesn’t it have some pride within itself? Maybe it is just because It is a BIG LOSER with all the capital words.
I feel like I want to scream to my lungs out loud. The hatred is unbearable. Only god knows how much pain I am feeling. Just as I thought, most people love it when we’re feeling down and sad. All I want is to be alone, stop bothering me and stop being nice to me. I am not hating it because it is bad to me.. It’s all because it is too nice with me. Problem with me is that I just don’t like it being nice to me. I don’t know why I hate it so much. If only it could leave me alone, maybe I can take some time to think of the positives things and the good side of it. Call me ungrateful or what, but I just can’t control this feelings. Maybe this is alter-ego of mine most of the time are so irrelevent and selfish.
Let me just call this kinda people “IT” for I just don’t know if they even have some pride in them. I’ve been telling it gazillion times how much I hate it and I just wish I wouldn’t meet it in the first place! All the things done with it I’m regretting my whole life! The problem I am having now is that It doesn’t even bother what I am saying. Doesn’t it have some pride within itself? Maybe it is just because It is a BIG LOSER with all the capital words.
I feel like I want to scream to my lungs out loud. The hatred is unbearable. Only god knows how much pain I am feeling. Just as I thought, most people love it when we’re feeling down and sad. All I want is to be alone, stop bothering me and stop being nice to me. I am not hating it because it is bad to me.. It’s all because it is too nice with me. Problem with me is that I just don’t like it being nice to me. I don’t know why I hate it so much. If only it could leave me alone, maybe I can take some time to think of the positives things and the good side of it. Call me ungrateful or what, but I just can’t control this feelings. Maybe this is alter-ego of mine most of the time are so irrelevent and selfish.
Ahh... enough of this stupid feelings that are eating me from the inside. I am now going for some online shopping to cure myself. Too bad I am stuck in this tiny island, there's nothing much I can shop physically. Thank god there's virtual world now!! Cherios!
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