I cried myself to sleep last night; missing my little baby girl. I've never felt missing someone so much pain like this since a long time. This is the second time in mylife I miss a person so much. Dhamea was exactly 30 months old when I left her yesterday. She's gonna be with her gramps for a month. Means-a month without kissing her cheek, the smell of her hair, watching tv without her tiny body on my lap, dinner without her kiss, no hugging in the morning.. no Dhamea for a month!!! huh... i really miss her... I couldn't even bear to hear her voice when I called her last night. Her sad-tiny voice saying "Mommy, I want follow Mommy.." Now, while typing this, all I does is cry-cry-cry.. Can't stop this tear-"pipe" in my eyes! I never thought that this feels sucks! never thought that I miss her this much! besides, it's only a month.. but these tears couldn't stop pouring like a rain. My office cubicle is filled with the photos of mea. 30 days to go - for meeting Dhamea.. Can't hardly,gotta be strong! Here's some pix of us on our visit to Aquaria KLCC.


Dhamea got herself a new "fishy sling-bag"



1 comment:
Hey Babe, so touching to hear about your expression towards baby mea!!
By the way i like this family picture..the way mea smile exactly like Mama..I mean the ~MOUTH~
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